Okay, just reading that… Is that about you? If so, you’re not like who I thought you were.
I still can’t believe you haven’t talked to me. What the hell.
I’m fucking tired.
Fuck school.
Fuck everyone.
I’m in a tired mood. When I’m tired, I’m a bitch. When I’m hungry, I’m a bitch. When I see something I don’t like, I get sad, pretend I don’t care AND THEN I’m a bitch. Lullllz.
Back at home, I would have just drank. But no. It’s okay. I’m good….
Whatever. I’m done. Kbye.
Lol I hear my brothers watching Ben 10. I’m going to take the trash out and ktfo. I’m dead tired. Kbye ugliessss. [:
Don’t compliment me by my looks, yet it’s much appreciated.
Compliment me by the way I talk.
Compliment me by the way I handle a situation.
Compliment me with a unique way of saying it instead of just by the looks. I know how shallow a person can be, but you can be called “beautiful” & “gorgeous” so many times, but not know how they feel about you in the inside.
I don’t usually last with people. Actually, I don’t even like keeping people around. Push them away, I wouldn’t go back. If someone pushes me away, I go back. hah. Anyway, I pushed her away a lot. I took her for granted once too many times. I just knew that she was going to stay no matter what I did.
I’m not down for a long distance relationships. I see my friends struggling and they’re already in the same time zone. My parents doesn’t know I’m bisexual and I have yet to tell them. I doubt it will be anytime soon. My dad’s against it, my mom has a lot more gay friends than I even know personally. Hah, but she’s the type for me to like, live happily ever with a guy. Guys are stupid. Always will be.
Anyway, my point is, if I was in the states, if I stayed home where I’m suppose to be, I would have asked her to be mine. I would have done sweet shit toshowher that I care because throughout our non-relationship, I did so little of it. I would speak but never prove. I would let my rhythm of words persuade her, but she doubted me because of my actions. Who to blame though?
She’s something special. I hate how her ex doesn’t know how to appreciate that. His stupidity ticks me off because I know for a fact I know how to speak what is on my mind, I know how to keep up the conversation. Looooool. She became more of a “Best friend” because I literally told everything. If you know me, you would know that’s hard for me to say. I don’t call just anyone bestfriend. I play around a lot and say that I have a lot, but I really don’t. The people who put up with me for three years are my best friends. lol k.
ANYWAY, my point is. I’m still contemplating on that whole long distance crap. I do miss her though. I do miss her being there for me.
So I’m like dead tired at the moment. I was dead tired throughout the day too. I wanted to sleep. Anyway, honors was whatever. Journalism was okay. Sam, Rachel & I made alfredo pasta again. HAHA IT WAS SO FUNNY WITH PAUL. He put sour cream instead of cream cheese. Omg funniest thing ever. Since I’m like co-president or whatever for S2S, I showed a new girl around. She’s from San Diego. Well Temecula area. Hah. Had a sub in bio (: Yeeeeuh.
Fell asleep during the bus ride home. Ate pizza for a snack when I got home. Did homework for like 3 hours and then I’m here. Sleep deprived… I’m so tiredddddddddddddd. Oh yeah, my picture? hah, my eyes… you can see how tired I am. -_________- And my eye is just like.. you can see my eye bags brah.
Scrubby day tomorrow. Forreal. It’s going to snow anyway. So.. YOU’RE NOT DOWN. Lullz. Kbye
31/366
The last day of the month and it was just good to spend time with my trio and softball ladies… (:
I woke up late, I was so close to missing the bus, but good thing I was fast walking hah. I really didn’t want to get up this morning. I’m so tired. Honors went by fast and I’m so mad that we only went through 4 questions and we’re all going to fail the chapter test tomorrow.. hah. So stupid. Good way to start off the semester huh? P.E was whatever. Spent the last 10 minutes shooting hoops, play volleyball and throw the football. I taught Ashanta how to throw a football :P Hehe. Algebra was whatever. Have a test next class. Ate chips with Sasha during seminar. [:
Went to family mart to get something for lunch with Sam & Jessica. So like… maybe it’s just awkward but you had just had to be playing soccer while we were eating, right? i stole a glance or two and those two glances, you took your shirt off. REALLY THOUGH. How awkward can you get. Jessica went over to you to see Kento and she told me she teased you about me and all you did was laugh. Yeah, you can laugh but not talk to me? K. icuicu. whatever. I’m still over you. Anyway, practice til like 5. My parents showed up and watched a bit. I hit Megan with the ball while pitching and left a mark… HAHA. I am so sorry! ): So tell me why “Why can’t we pitch good on the mound, but when we’re off it, we can pitch like… WABAM.” hahaha. k.
Funny talks to a point where I teared up because my mom is stupid. The talks we have going home while Nikka and Sam is in the car. Went to my brothers first basketball practice! His teams name is Heat! OOooOOOo I was hoping for like the Lakers or the Celtics or some shit like that. S’all good, s’all good.
Uh. Ate pizza and chicken wings for dinner and then homework grind for the rest of the night. By 9:30 I was DEAD tired. Ohmygawd. If you know me… If you just know me….. I don’t sleep at 9:30. Ever. (Well when I was back in the states) I always slept at like… 3 in the morning. IF I was lucky, I would sleep at 1. Hahahaha. Not even 3, later than that sometimes. See, something is wrong with me. I would be fine when I wake up too. But here? I sleep early. The latest is 10:30. I am just… tired. I don’t know. And I’m still tired when I wake up. Zomg.
K it was a good day. (Yesterday) haha.
I’m not going to get over that.
How obvious can you get!? Omfg.
R: D.A.
J: S.B.
K: ____
Omg. really… really. reallly….
bunch of stupid people. But what can I say? You are a guy.
‘nuff said.
This is my big fat lazy cat. I miss him, a lot. He was the best cat ever and my best friend. He might be a cat, but he’s a hell of a listener [: hah. I miss you.
You’re in a better place now though.
September 22, 2011 <3
You actually think I don’t go through your shit. LOL caught you slipping.
You’re stupid.
#die
I’m a sucker for talented people.
I’m a sucker for just normal things.
Love - Keysha Cole Cover
dammit! i wish my hubby could sing like you man!
I’m just a sucker for talented people.
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Dang.
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Austin, D. Residing in Japan.
