Yesterday was pretty good [:

Um, on the 25th I cried myself to sleep. Lol sounds like I’m being a baby but I kept thinking I was doing wrong. I kept thinking that I didn’t deserve to be loved, I felt like I didn’t even deserve to live. Is that bad? hah. Anyway, I let it go.

It was a new day and I was excited because I was going to spend time with my trio [: Took my final for Honors and Health. Did pretty good, I guess. Um, I told Jessica and Sam I was over him. I mean, I was listening to Ronald when he told me to just make a deadline for myself. “If you know nothing is going to work out, then just move on.” So I did and I’m happy I did because I don’t even know why I liked him, so why the hell am I going to chase after someone like that? So stupid. He doesn’t deserve anything from me. At all.

So Sam, Jessica and I went to eat at a noodle place. It was pretty good! hah, I fail at chop sticks. Went to commissary to get chips for that night, watched soccer for a bit, stayed in UCO (rec center? Kind of). Took sticker pictures and went to the guy section in jusco to dress up. HAHA It reminded me of the time I was with @allysanicole for my birthday. That was pretty fun. Anyway, waited til Sam got done with violin and just left to Sam’s house. Ate Toyoyaki? LOL I will never be Japanese but I keep thinking I am because that’s the only people I hang out nowadays.

Took a lot of pictures that day. Haha watched a stupid love movie. I kept asking Jessica to translate because there was no subtitles. It was so stupid though. This girl is retarded. She gets jumped, gets a player, gets cheated on, gets raped, get an older boyfriend and he treats her like a toy. Then she gets an actual boyfriend, but the last boyfriend beats him up. LOL omg it’s so stupid. whatever. 15  minutes before the end, I got bored and called Steven. LOL talked about fred. He kept saying “Don’t give up. Don’t give up.” -__- I will give up. Shush. Lol I already did anyway. But then we finished the movie, Jessica was talking to Kento and then Steven ended up talking to Sam and I was laying there like… wtf. I’m so foreveralone. -___- ): I ended up tearing up cos freaking Steven “Don’t give up.” Lol whatever. And then yeah. Okay. ANYWAY. Ended up falling asleep and Jessica said I snore… HAHA. I am so thankful I don’t live in a cho (Japanese house) because it’s freezing in there~ omg.