I can determine who I am right now.

I won’t give up on you. Ever. No matter how mad you make me, no matter how many times you make me cry or hurt me, I won’t give up if you mean that much to me.

I won’t take you for granted. Actually, you’re going to think we’re in a relationship because I am one clingy person. I’m going to have to talk to you everyday. I’m going to have to insult you, but know that I do care about you. I’m only comfortable around you.

I get mad easily. I get emotional. I used to think I was bipolar, but I’m not. It’s just the things you go through effects/ affects you so easy. What can I say?

I have secrets. I won’t tell you anything unless I trust you.

I don’t judge you. I went through so much shit that I think that the people who gone through hell and back is a saint. hah.

I will make you feel special. I will make you mad. I will make you cry. I will make you happy. I will do everything in my power to make sure you know I care without even saying I do.

I’m hurting inside because give and take doesn’t apply to me. It’s always give, never take.

Anger has a way to overcome me. Please don’t think that I do it on purpose. Even though sometimes my words hurt, even though my words have some truth in it.

I trust a lot of people, but it’s with certain things. Why do you think I always rely on myself? Why do you I have this stupid blog in the first place?

I know who I am, but I don’t. Be patient with me. I’m the greatest friend, but the worst person to get in a relationship with. My words contradict, I lose interest easily and I can be one confusing ass girl, but I know I’m worth it. I just know it.

My goals in life are good. I fuck up a lot, but I learn from it. Somewhat. “Good girl with bad habits.” My ambitions are good though. My family is good. My life… is good. I just tend to take my life for granted.