I miss being close to the people I used to be close to. Maybe they have forgotten about me, maybe they miss being close to me too, but either way, every friend I have encountered has been an impact in one way or another. I hope all of them are doing great and I wish one day, we’ll be able to start from where we’ve left off. 

Lost the game in the morning today against Edgren! It was pretty emotional and we started to cry. It was 11-12 … we were so close! We took a nap in between for about an hour or two on the grassy fields to await our next game against Daegu for 4th or 5th place! Sakura got hurt in the Edgren game so we did the Daegu game for her! We ended it with 16-0. So proud! I caught two balls finally! (= 

• went back in our rooms and took a shower
• ate dinner at mcdonalds 
• watched the kubazaki and kadena play! KADENA WON! [: I was rooting for them the whole entire time… the last game was the best game I’ve seen by far! 7 innings with the score being 3-2? I give applaud to all of the members of both teams. I love the pitchers of Kubazaki… they were amazing how they did their pose and how fast it went! also, the catcher for kubazaki was the best catcher i’ve seen! omg
• went inside our rooms and just chilled. ate the rest of our food. 
• haven’t talked to him all day. I miss him a lot. 
• I don’t really want to go home… but I think it’s because I don’t want to go back to school! oh well! two more weeks of school & we’ll be done! [: FINALLY. Let it be summer!~ 

Good day (:  won both of our games! 9-4 vs Zama & 10-3 vs Edgren! Yeeeaaaaah! [: UNDEFEATED! how ya wanna do it :3

• woke up early to get ready for the game! [:
• Played Zama! yeeaaaaaah buddaaaay
• went to the commissary and bought a lot of food with sam and Sasha! hahah 
• went to go eat subway again
• slept in the dugout for an hour… i didn’t realize how tired i really was
• played edgren! [: 
• went back to the rooms and took a shower. finished up hw
• went to go eat out at the food court and had taco bell
• went back to the rooms and now talking to babe! [: he broke his ankle so he’s out for far east ); d’awwwwh.
• wrestled sasha cos she’s annoying… HAHAH JK! <3
• yeah not doing anything except typing and reading fml stories. i’m trying to get a washer machine so i can wash my clothes already -___- okay, buh bye

well we basically won the two games we had today (: 15-5 vs. Osan! 12-8 daegu! oh yeaaaaaaaah nigga

• woke up at 630 am! and went to the opening ceremony! 
• watched the Edgren and Daegu game
• played Osan right after! & WON! [:
• sasha’s being annoying as fuck because she be acting real salty. [:
• got subway so we can eat before our other game
• had another game against Daegu! Won! (: put my balls in the outfield, you already know! lol
• got so mad cos we stayed another hour to watch the other softball game so i got sick even more! -____-
• went back to the lodge and took a shower
• went to go eat in some restaurant
• came back and had a meeting
• talking to Juan with Sasha and Sam! (: 
• STOP ACTIN’ #SALTY & STOP TRYNA #PECK AT HIM! HE’S #SIMPIN OVER ME WHILE YOU’RE TRYING TO GET HIM… OOOOOOH #MODEDDDDDDDD 
• loloolol i’m so stupid. okay
• i should sleep. i’m tired. ok bye

I’m in the BOQ with Sam heating up some popcorn since we’re roommates! Lol these rooms make me feel like i’m in college. 

• woke up at 8 to scan the pictures for prom so i can put them up before i leave. they turned out really nice! :3
• i left with nikka to go to the bus! 
• ate two eggs sandwiches on the bus along with carmela eating hers and nikka sharing with sakura and sarah (: 
• got to the airport and waited around for awhile to board.
• got a free vanilla starbucks frap from nikka :3 
• got on the plane and sat with sam and jessica.
• took a nap and woke up with my neck hurting real bad! 
• got on the bus to drive to atsugi. 
• called daichi and steven to talk to juan (: 
• got to atsugi and dropped our luggage off to our rooms. then went off to the far east team picnic. pretty chill. 
• had an ice breaker with the other teams. omg why are you so attractive. omg. LOL she is so pretty. ok. 
• played I Never with my group and i lost… LOL i would lose
• went to the mini mart 
• went back in the rooms
• took a shower and waited for him to get online
• had a meeting and he WOULD get online when i’m not… omg then he ends up not going on at all ): lol i have to have lights out soon
• first game is at 1030! but have to be up at like 6 to go to the opening ceremony and watch the first game. so scurrrd. 
• ok well just chillin. cant wait for the game tmrw! 

PROM WAS TOO AMAZING! I had the time of my life! I would redo everything of it (: I had amazing time with my friends and my boyfriend! Couldn’t ask for a better prom as a sophomore! :3

• Woke up early because my mom woke me up to finish up packing
• ate lunch
• got ready so sam can pick me up for our hair appointment
• my hair turned out to be REALLY nice! (: there was sparkles in it too!
• went home and hung out with Nikka for awhile because my mom wasn’t home. 
• my mom finally came over so carmela and nikka came over and stayed there for awhile. my mom put make up on me and put the finishing touches on my nails. took pictures pretending my parents are carmelas parents. hahaha
• carmela and nikka left so I waited for 530 to hit so i can go to main base to get the party started (:
• got in HVC, and it looked SO nice. I’m not even kidding. it looked pretty amazing. sat down, played some craps and got some food. my boyfriend went to go dance while i sat there because i can’t dance if it even saved my life
• gambled some more and i finally danced like part of a slow song with him (: hahah 
• went to gamble again and everytime i listened to him, i lost! -___- HAHA. 
• took some amazing photos! I’m going to put them up when i finally get to scan them or something. 
• went inside to sit down so they can announce prom princess and prince along with king and queen (: haha
• went to go see if my pictures printed and waited til like forever for babe to get his individual picture (= 
• after like an hour of waiting, went to go to the bowling party which was the after party. there was a big open booth so we just sat there. i’m going to miss him so much since we’re going to far east and he’s going to korea and i’m going to atsugi! lol i wish i could see him ): oh well. prom was really memorable for me :3 i’m glad i got to experience it! 
• got picked up and dropped babe off. my parents let me and sam buy yoshinoya so we can eat since there was only finger foods at prom! 
• now i’m home and it’s 2 am and i have to travel tomorrow! oh well, our bus leaves at 1030 (= lol i loved tonight! 

Eve of prom so I spent it with my boyfriend :3 

• woke up early so i could shower because the power was going to be off. 
• took the 930 bus and ended up sitting on the floor because some lady stole my seat but ayeeee, i ended up having a free bus ride! lol just got stuck with antonio trying to dubstep and me, chaston, diamond and sedrick laughing our asses off because of him
• got to main base and waited about an hour for my boyfriend to show up from his doctor appointment
• he finally showed up and we had lunch at log kit :3 
• went to our castle and kinda napped there, and i went to practice at 1. 
• it was our last practice and i felt so sad because i can’t believe season’s almost over. I’m going to miss my softball ladies. I haven’t felt like i belonged anywhere in awhile and i’m glad i joined and got to meet these wonderful people :3 hahaha /sappy
• went with jessica to buy her shoes for prom
• met up with Juan. we saw the soccer guys with their bleach hair! it looks pretty legit and it’s funny how all of them can actually pull it off :P
• got snacks at family mart with juan, and we went back to the castle/ playground. haha i felt so lazy to walk anywhere, so we just stayed there :3
• him and his corny words… ahaha i love it though <3 
• he walked me half way so i can take the 505 and i walked the other half with regan and the best friend, Daichi! lol and the other soccer guys. :P 
• went home and voted cocos for dinner
• cleaned the church after
• went to base to get money for my hair appointment and bought mcflurrys
• went to aeon and bought a bunch of sushi
• went home and packed … kind of. didn’t finish, but my dad sewed my K on for my varsity letterman (: lol 
• nikka came over so she can get hers sewed too. she’s such a girl.. LOL OH BTW, my parents said jessica and sam is like my bestest friends and then nikka is just my adopted sister.. HAHA. <3 
• took a shower when nikka left
• my mom did my nails and my eyebrows for tmrw!
• talked about life… i love how open my mom & i are… our bond with each other is simply amazing (:
• yeah i’m dead tired and it’s 1 am. i want to sleeeeeep. but my nails aren’t even dry yet
• hair appt tmrw, pack and get ready for prom + after party AND THEN FAR EAST. HOW YA WANNA DO IT! (=

lol am i suppose to be jealous or something cos like… i feel like i am. why did i even check up on you? i haven’t checked up on you for about a week… just those anonymous people trying to get at you makes me want to strangle them at the fact that they’re trying to over ask… Agh. whatever. i’m not even suppose to care! i doubt i’ll talk to you anytime soon anyway. but i do care and like… yeah i shouldn’t say more. 

• lol honors was whatever 
• journalism was pretty fun! got a B on my test and an A on my article :3
• cleaned up dishes during culinary! i find it so sad how this year actually went pretty fast. i remember the first day i walked in the culinary room and i was so amazed about how i’m in that class. :P
• had lunch with the same person i always have lunch with :3 HAHA
• took a test during bio and had a fire drill
• went to practice and it lasted til 430. hung out with sam and Juan. Megan bought me ice cream :P
• went home and worked on hw and ate dinner
• taught my mom how to cite sources
• practice tomorrow along with a date with my boyprayund lol and i have to pack for far east
• prom on saturday (= 
• leaving for far east on Saturday! how ya wanna do it! gone for a week, i can’t wait :P

Pretty good day! Just tired -___-

• I saw my boyfriend this morning :3 I missed him more than usual
• honors was stupid as always
• walked with sam, daichi and john. Daichi de-bestfriended me because I’m too cool for him. :D LOL Then i tried sleeping in the gym and he ended up sitting on me… played basketball with kiyoshi, kind of. 
• algebra was stupid
• had lunch with babe :3 
• didn’t do much during seminar
• didn’t have practice!! :D 
• went home and went to ringer hut for my brothers birthday
• watched round 2 of Avengers. I hate people who talk during movies. soo annoying!
• it’s funny how me and Juan’s little brother’s birthday is today. it’s destiny! lol sike. <3 jk
• yeah and now i’m dead tired.