Thank you to everyone who checked up on me! *Ahem* Melissa, Bender, Roey & Candare! <3 

  • I forgot what i did in honors
  • journalism? Took a test & the only who got a B! Yeeeuh son
  • Ate our menu during culinary! It was soooooo good! 
  • Stayed with ze homies during lunch for like 15 minutes and got picked up from the parents
  • I still love you, short stuf! Just saying. 
  • Went to the nex, practice got cancelled so I ended up not going back to school
  • Went to the thrift store! 
  • Picked up babe to watch a movie with the family! (= Watched Act of Valor! Good movie
  • Stayed up til like 1130ish so i can finish my homework ): 

Das it. I’m a day late. toodles

Do you want to be single?
Eh.

Do you want someone back in your life?  
MM, kinda, kinda not.

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
lolololol oh no no no no.

Do your eyes change colors?
no.

Why do you hate your ex?
I don’t exactly hate him.

Do you think good things come to those who wait?
This quote has not proven me yet.

When did you meet the last female you texted?
in like november.

When is the next time you will kiss someone?
): idk. maybe before I die or some shit like that.

Are you 100% over the last person you kissed?
HAHAHAHA. wtf. I wasn’t head over heels for him in the first place.

Are you currently looking forward to anything?
Tomorrow & the non-awkardness…. AHAHAA.

Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called you tonight?
LOLOLOLOL that nigga forgot about me. He doesn’t even know my number, s’alll goooodddd in the neighborhood.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Zanderrrr & cody

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Adrian… LOL I was going out with him.

Who was the last person you went out to eat with?
Family & church people.

Were you single on your last birthday?
Sadly.

How do you feel at this exact moment?
Tired. Eh.

Do you think you’re a good friend?
Very.

Within the next 5 months, what are you looking forward to MOST?
SOFTBALL SON + KOREA. [:

Do you have any scars?
mhm

Will you be in a relationship next month?
): doubt it. #foreveralonenigga

Has someone upset you in the past 48 hours?
yeah

Do you think relationships are actually worth it?
Depends on the relationship you’re in, but relationships are suppose to be worth it in the first place.

Is it possible to be single and happy?
#me

Is your profile private?
yusssir.

Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
Sasha dearrrrrrr

What are you doing right now?
This thing + music

What are three things you did today?
School, dinner with church & talk to melissa.

Are you taller than 5 foot 7 inches?
hell no. i’m short a’f.

Are you one of those people who just don’t care?
I wish. Sometimes though, yeah.

Do you find piercings and tattoos attractive on the opposite sex?
Mmmmmm, depends if you can rock it.

Are you happy with the choices you’ve made?
Eh.

What’s the last important thing that you broke? How?
I LOST my ring. that’s worst than break stuff.

Are you planning to go see a movie anytime soon?
Um, I was suppose to tomorrow, but nah.

Are all of your friends virgins?
LOL they’re “pure”.

Do you break things when you are mad?
Lol sometimes.

What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?
I’m too tired to get the fuck up.

Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
NEVER.

Have you ever broken a couple up?
uh yea

Last two people to text you?
Sasha & Sam

Does anyone completely understand you?
Hm, sorta? they say they do, doubt it though. No one understands me, too complicated for that shit.

Is this summer gonna be a good one?
HOPING.

How many piercings do you have besides ears?
natha

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
Never been in one longer than 3 weeks.

Do you prefer to call or text?
depends.

Expecting something to change in the next month?
Yes!

You’re thinking about..
Why I’m forever alone. LOL

Are they someone new?
huh

Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
^^^^^^^

Ever like someone older than you?
Uh haha yeah

Can you remember the last time you really liked someone?
LOL My “ex” girl friend.

When did you last cry?
two nights ago.

Have you held hands with anyone in the past 24 hours?
I WISH. Shit. forever alone. how many times do I have to tell you this.

Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
definitely.

Which would be more meaningful to you: I love you a lot, I love you so much, or i love you more than anything?
more than anything «««<

  • Woke up at 1030.
  • Talked to melissa.
  • Ate breakfast.
  • Skyped with Melissa
  • Nikka came over
  • We left for the softball fundraiser! (:
  • It was fun with the soccer guys. Juan made some cute cupcakes lol. We should have played ninja more than once. It was too awkward though because you just have to be a soccer guy. Right? Right. Lol but I didn’t talk to you though.
  • It was freezing! Who eats ice cream when it’s freezing? Marczak and Steven does. Weirdoooos! Um… it was fun though with everyone.
  • Got home. Now i’m just happy because my mom is letting me do something that I thought she wouldn’t agree to until a long time from now… HAHA. omfg.

Family - I will always love my family. Not just the family I live with, but the family back at home and everywhere else they live. My family has been really seperated for the past three to four years and now, we’re drifting completely since I moved. I’m really family oriented, I have secrets within all of them and I can’t ask for any better. I wish when I get older, we’ll live close together. We’ll be a family together again. The last month before I left to Japan, it made me realize how much our family is… better than others. And I’m thankful for that.. Knowing that I can turn to them, that I will never be left alone no matter how far we are from each other. I love all of you. I can’t wait to see you again.

I have three best friends & they have been at the same year. How awkward… LOL and they’re the three that’s been on this certain subject every single time I post Thanksgiving thanks. lmfao awks x 10000

Romelyne Reasonda- We’ve been best friends for far too long, but I do not and will not regret any of our memories. Time to be corny… But thank you for always being there to listen, never getting tired of me and no matter how far apart we are, we’ll always be best friends. I love how we talk about the future and saying where we want to go and live. I can’t really explain how much we’ve been through, words can’t explain how much I care about you, but know that, just because I’m in Japan, doesn’t mean we’ll drift. We might not talk for a period of time, but it doesn’t mean I’ll forget about you and I hope that goes the same with you.  Godzillla <3

Cody Dela Cruz- Bestf!!!! You have no idea how much I care about you, like really. We’ve been through too much. We fight a lot and it’s stupid all the time. I’m sorry because we shouldn’t be fighting in the first place. I trust you with everything and I hope you know that if you need me to do anything, I would. I’m sorry that we’re the type to drift and then when we notice it, we start talking again. It sucks really, but thank you for giving me the best advice when I need it. Thanks for relating to me when I need it, thanks for just being my best friend in general and never actually giving up on me no matter how stubborn I we may be. And I could honestly tell you I’m proud of the person you are now, so just keep it up. Don’t forget I’m always here for you and I love & miss you best! <3

Geann Candare- Oh how i miss you. You know, you always give me motivation. You nag about how arrogant I am, you nag about how I need to do this & realize that and even though I hate it, you make me wanna get better so you can shut up. HAHA. I’m sorry i’m not exactly religious or even like talking about the future, but just know that I can’t wait until i see you suceed in life. cos I know you will. I have faith in you. I hope you’re doing fine with the people you’re getting close to right now because it was about time. I think I kept you away becos we were TOO together when I was there. Needing to socialize was something we both needed. tahaha, but anyway update me soon, love. I miss you :3

Melissa Sambol - OoooOOOOoooo Qurllll, look I finally get to tell people who you are since I finally asked if I could or not. well anyway, you heard me say this a bajillion times and I guess I’ll just repeat myself a bajillion and 1 more time. You’re important to me, you are something close to what I could call a real relationship. Not that you weren’t, it’s just the fact that we were never established and i guess that’s my fault because I always left and silly you kept taking me back, but I want to thank you for taking me back… i want to thank you for showing me what I really deserve, what i should expect, how I should be loved.for me. That I am an amazing and beautiful person no matter what anyone says. I love you. More than you’ll ever know.


Zanderson Espiritu - well daddyos! We haven’t talked in awhile, but like I told you many many many times before, I really do consider you like a best friend… no matter what you think or how much we have drifted. I have always came to you for advice when it comes to guys or just friends in general… and you have too. Without you, i’ll probably wouldn’t know the boy brain cos they are TOO confusing.. taaaah. well I love you, daddyos. I hope you catch up with me soon.

Daily Grindsz - Girls, I’ve been telling you how much I miss you… enough said <3 

There’s more, there’s a lot more that I really would love to thank for being in my life… Not even kidding. But I am tired, beyond tired actually. Gisselle Ramirez, Roey Diaz… Omg i literally just wrote a list, but i just erased it… anyway! my whole WEB class of 09-10, my seniors, my juniors, my SOPHOMORES, man… if you don;t think I’m talking about you, I really am… You have no idea how much I miss you guys, all of you guys. Japan doesn’t suck, but the me missing and not seeing everyone is tearing me apart… </3 Love you all, <3