The feeling of weakness is a feeling I will for surely not forget. The feeling of heartache is a feeling I will remember if I come across it again. It wasn’t hard to break down into tears, into depression, but it was hard — impossible to get back up on my two feet and tell myself that it will be okay.

I always wondered why you left me the way you did. Over a text. Giving me that We can still be friends bull shit. Yeah, let’s be friends after you ripped my heart into tiny little pieces. After hearing I don’t think this is going to work out, you would think it’s April Fools Day. You would laugh to yourself a little bit and be tempted to ask, Babe, you serious? Especially when you don’t see it coming. That Did you just wake up one day and magically not have feelings for me? type of thing.

Feeling destroyed, feeling like every bit of life has been sucked out from the Devil itself seems realistic if you’ve entered this path of life. This path that no one deserves to go on.

If I could do anything, I would like to go back and tell myself what I know now. If I could go back, I wouldn’t spend my months crying myself to sleep and hope that he’ll come back anytime soon, I would have kicked him in his boy area and be satisfied.

I’m a sucker for talented people.

1. Dancers
2. Singers
3. Guitar/ piano playing

I’m a sucker for just normal things.

• Cute smile
• Light colored eyes
• Chefs
• Family oriented
• Open-minded
• Always there for you

Bisexual or not, I’m still me. I just don’t have a limit to who I like. I’m not like what people explain. “You just know” is what describes it.

I admire girls because even though they gotten hurt so many times, they don’t give up in finding guys. It’s like no matter how many times you try to push them down, they won’t budge. Maybe you’ll see them on their knees and they’ll trip a little, but they’ll get right back up when they’re ready. I admire that about my own gender.

I admire guys because they are stupid. They don’t know what they want, yet they get what they’ve been asking for in the end. I admire them because they honestly only fall for one girl. And like what they say, no matter how many times a guy is playing someone, they’ll think about that one girl at the end of the day.